Some of you have heard but to those that haven't please read and I'd love your serious (and sexy) comments and thoughts.

OK, where to start...let me give you some idea of who I am and why I am on here... Yes, I am real married wife, we are swingers/role play/enjoy cuckolding, etc.. I also love the social side of this as much as the actual physical playful side... the aura, fantasy, secrecy, and adventure makes it all the more YUMMY! I

It's fun to have a "secret" admirer on SOOO many levels...The secret sharing, questioning, flirting, and playing makes me smile and feel warm and cozzy, OK it's really hot and tingly . I like connecting  deeply and intimately.  Plus the  thrill of living on the edge and the erotism of doing something naughty.  Secrecy REALLY heightens the thrill, the giddiness, the erogenous turmoil.   Having a secret admirer who is smart, insightful and sharing is a treasure. All together its a WONDERFUL feeling and time- funny how much deep, soul fulfilling fun you can have at computer. Who would have thought??  It really does lift me up...  especailly after a difficult day. it can lift me up help me feel better both emotionally and yes physically.  To use a word you don't hear much any more it brings ZEST into my life.  Adventure , SIZZLE,  VAVOOM   I LOVE IT!

I love to chat, and make new friends. My husband and I have been "part-time swingers for over 4 years- we play together and seperately. But only when the time is right- not all the time, not every where.

I got into this ..don't laugh but by growing up. I spent a good deal of my adult married life supressing my sexual side, afraid I was different and had wild and unnatural sex thoughts and drives. Finally meet a wonderful married girlfriend who helped my open up and be me.  I started playing around and meeting guys with my also married girlfriend...we had a blast and it made me feel terrfic about myself...For the first time I felt confident and happy. it actaully helped my marriage and helped me grow up. In parallel my husband was looking for adventure and some spice in our relationship so he starting taking me to swingers clubs...Yes, he was definitely surprised when I didn't hesitaite to play (he didn't know what I had been doing). We have friends we love to play with and know other swingers we want to stay away from. Being a GOOD BADD Girl is great but requires playing with men and women who knows how to respect and appreciate a open woman, lovers who can make me glow when they call me a "slut" and not be abusive or insensitive. BADD can be wonderful as long as you are respected and cherished for it- not demeaned. When I feel safe, I can go anyway and discover things I never knew or dreamed about.

The cuckold game is one of our favorite, my daytime- alpha male husband enjoys being the submission cuckolded hubbie watching me taken and owned by another man...all scenarios are loved! Lots fetish stuff tooo...we are open to most things- at least to try especially with people we enjoy and will guide us.

I stay on the internet and try these sites hoping against hope that I will meet exciting and uninhibited friends who want to chat, explore, and laugh & play. Friends who aren't held back from uncovering or sharing their reals selves. Friends I can share my feelings, thoughts, and fantasies with. Real people living as themselves, no phonies. Friends, real people who become more...As I have learned no one man or woman can fuly satisfy the diverse needs and desires of any one person..To be happy you have to open up and allow yourself to be you and give flirtatious and real realtionaships make me feel. I love how I feel at those moments and for days afterwards. I love the emotional high, the giddiness, the thrill. Such moments are gifts to be cherished. They are beautifully erotic, allowing me to connect and touch another irrestible desirable man. I am not apologetic or inhibited- I LUV this! I just do... and you know what, so doesn't everyone else...except many people are too "tied up' with their own hang ups that they can't free themselves to be their real selves. I love the intimacy.  I NEED the allusions, hope, fantasies, and realty of a real lovers, the kind of lovers we all dream and hope for.

So when I meet a man who is open and gives me a deep and powerful rush from this - I know that's why I'm here the internet. I get off too and the real connections make up for the posers and phonies. Yes, I have a best-friend, my husband, but he can not fulfill all my needs, nor I his. To make new friends , intimate companions, even if they are pen pals is a treasure worth having!

I love to chat and make friends.   Hugs and kisses- Karyn :)